should i or should i not?

Should I or should I not.
I super hate it when I make decisions for myself, especially when it comes to life changing kind of decisions.
Damn it.
Uggggghh!
I so want to scream to the top of my lungs.

To art:SUCK IT.
You're making my life miserable.
I hate you, I hate you, I HATE YOU!

I am so like wondering whether can I still transfer to the other class, but...
I don't want to leave my current class, position..whatsoever.
I am afraid I might take the wrong step and regret for whatever decisions I made.
Dammy damn damn!!!!

Whutever I'mma think about this later.
I feel like crying..............................................
Shit, everything sounds so cliche and here I am saying (feeling) like I want to cry.
I don't know why some of the stuffs are holding me back.
Even though studies seems to be more important than anything else in the world (for now)
Blah blah.



♥xoxoilyandre


P.S.
I got my chairperson badge...this is kinda new to me.
I kind of don't want to let go of it.
Sounds super ghey and "shallow" much, but yeah.
DAMN laa life.