I am just speechless

Current situations leaving me speechless.
My mind is really empty as my thoughts are hovering out of my consciousness.
I hate these current situations as they're making me ponder about stuffs I shouldn't even think about.
And as far as I know, I shouldn't be even so concerned about these circumstances some of my closest ones are going through.
I tell myself "Get your ass off these scenes", but I just can't. My heart can't do it.

I have this good friend, and I appreciate it so much that he/she listens to me.
Don't worry friend, you'll be better sooner or later.
Whatever is supposed to happen will happen.
Take it easy, you know I'm always here.


I have another friend, he/she don't know what he/she is really doing and it's really pissing me off.
I do not know why do I even bother about him/her.
He/She probably knows what he's/she's doing, but all I want for him/her is the best.
Perhaps he/she don't know that.
I know that he/she isn't in a very easy state.
But if I were him/her, I'm going to choose the other path as I know it's the safer and much more trusted way.
All I can say now is I wash my hands off him/her.
And good luck to you "friend".
I hope you chose the right path.
I hope you get better in his/her hand.
I got a feeling that you won't, but I'll pray that he/she will treat you right.
I hope that he/she will respect you. AS YOU.

And I don't think you can bring back the old me to you.
I've probably had enough.
You already got him/her.
I've got nothing to say about you anymore.
Thank you.
Goodbye.

Your disappointee
Angelika