devoid

Yesterday and today's boring.
No messages, nothing.
Yesterday, boredom told me to take a walk around nearby places.
Places I've never been to preferably..
I went to this very long canal place.
It was peaceful, very windy...
I got to reflect bout life and such.
Life's been treating me good, but I know that definitely good things come to an end...
I wonder how am I able to take it... I mean if my good things come to an end.
Sometimes, I think some happenings are too good to be true.
And it simply just scares me that, I don't deserve them... And when I wake up the next day they're gone.

Crap.
I wonder why am I thinking this way...
Gah.
I think I shall not be too paranoid.

Andre,
I miss you.
I haven't received any message from you since last night..
And it's killing me.
Literally.

the reason why until I die
Angelika