IAGU

Last day for term 3 today.
I thought something memorable or whatever is going to happen today, it turned out to be something so boring.
I went home straight, didn't even bother to do the social studies task, we're supposed to do.
I was suppose to go to Jein's place, but ended up not doing so. BOOOO!
Anyway, my results were okay-ish, but not totally, it's low.
I dropped drastically.
And while I'm at it(dropping), my classmates seized the chance. Booooo!
Lol, oh well, I'm happy cause I'm getting my old self back..
Perhaps, I'd be fine by the end of the year.
My report card has this comment: "Angelika has to concentrate more on her academic results blah blah instead of unimportant things".
I thought, was/is it really unimportant?
I'm not sure.
Thinking back, yes, I had fun.
But looking on how I am now, after the whole ordeal. I think my spirit's totally wasted now. On the positive side, I think I've grown so much as a person.
It took me a major disaster before I've finally grown up.

Anyway, I think I'm going to give all this thing up.
I don't know whether I'm going to get back on these words, but at least for now I'm going to take a breather.
I'm tired of getting myself disappointed, and getting myself to think of despair.
I couldn't shove away the thought though. The THOUGHT.
I'm still hoping, yet I'm stopping.
I hope I can.
Though I said forever.