To Shaqdah

Hey girl, just read your blog.
Btw I want you to know that yeah, I myself wishes the old us back.
The times when we were super close and everything.
I don't know why... but all the closeness we had through these years..
It was just gone by one kabam.
Perhaps you've been more close to others(?)
I don't know.
Now all I can say is, there is a real huge gap between Shaqdah and Angie.
And I can feel it'll take us quite a while more to patch things up.
All I can wish now is, for this gap not to widen more.
I hope we can jump through this enormous hurdle together.

I remember us planning for our future every time we talk on the phone and all.
I look forward for those days to come.
I hope this gap won't cause any further "destruction" in our friendship.
I treasure you, this friendship and everybody ghey gang.
I don't wish any stuffs like this to happen.
I really don't like it.
It's like just one kabam and everything we build up through these years went crumbling down.
It's painful to think that, that's currently what's happening to us.
Oh well...
I've wanted to tell you all these stuffs, but I am absolutely terrified that it may cause things to worsen.
but I can't keep this things any further.
I need to let it all out of my system.
I need to take risks, so we will both know what's really going on?

Oh well...
I wish you,Ain and Tiara goodluck on your SYF.



No matter what is happening, I'll always be right here.
The friend you'll always have.
I miss the old us.
I love you.