circles never end

A lot of happenings for today.
Felt weird,happy,cheated,sad,confused and a lot more of other feelings.
The day started normally, stupid physics fast test was "easy".
The subject is a downright crap subject.
Maths and then physics, nothing much really happened.
Recess, then English, watched Koi something something movie.
It's a Hindi movie, and it's nice. :D
Next was history, practically did nothing.
Went to lot one with Salina then met Haikal then met Stephen and Fitra.
Walked around and twaddled.


Today...
I got this sudden feeling of weirdness.(duh)
I sort of felt that my feeling for boyf is fading.
I don't like that feeling. But I don't really know what was up with me, and why did I feel that way.
I love him more than anything.
But I suddenly had the feeling as if everything was fading away.
(fygi (for you guys information) I've already got over that feeling, I'm back to my old self. Thank you, I know I'm weird.)
I felt unappreciated, but as far as I know I am appreciated.
I don't get me.
Everything was downright wrong. Real messy.
Fortunately, I recovered from the weird thing real soon.
As I don't know how am I going to carry on with life without him.

Andre, thank you for understanding how I feel.
You're the best boyf any girl can get.
Glad that, you're my boyf.
You're more than awesome. :D
I love you.


Next.
I just want to say this random thing.
I'd rather know the painful truth rather than to be kept in the dark.
I know my friends know that.
I assume everyone feels the same way, as nobody wants to know some fake stuff.
If that's the case then, I'd rather ask people not to let me know about their stuff.
What's the point of faking it?
I mean, it's just crap.
Liars go to hell.
Ok, I might sound as of I never lied before, but hey, if the situation will hurt your close ones, why must you do it?
It's heartless.
I pity heartless people, as they don't know the real meaning of life.
Therefore, they don't live their lives to the fullest.

I think that's it for now.

I'm sorry baby