everything that you can think of.

Did not get any better.
I can't bring myself to understand...
I'm trying my very best, but there's still some questions in my mind. Why?
I don't blame anybody or anything.
But I can't help but to ask myself too, where did I go wrong?
They say stuffs. Stuffs that I used to say whenever somebody's facing the same thing as I'm facing now.
It's easy to say, but it's very difficult to make things come to life.
All I know is, it's hard. Everything's hard.
I can't. But still, I'm trying very hard.
I don't want any pity, but it seems and I know that I look like I deserve a hell lot of sympathy.
(WTH.)
The thing is, I don't know whether can anybody understand what I feel.
What I know is, I'm having the worst time of my life. Yes, WORST. Oh wait I'll get that in bold- WORST.
It's worse than anything. And I mean everything, everything that happened to me.
No words can explain how much I feel.
Nobody can make me feel better.

They do care, I appreciate that. A lot.
But nothing would bring the old times back.
Past is past, duh.
But I would like to live in the past. PLEASE.

FUCK LIFE