lost in the fairytale

I've been talking to my ex-classmates the whole afternoon. (well sorta)
I've just thought to myself, how I regret everything...
Not really everything like literally everything.
I guess I just mean, something.
I shouldn't have agreed to the idea of migrating here. In Singapore.
I just thought.
I took some random quiz in facebook, and it said that I'd always be an Isabelan.
The thought of "I should have just finished my high school there" struck me. I miss my Alma Mater.
If I stayed there, I would possibly be busy with my friends and such.
Not having the most miserable time of my life.
If I stayed there, I wouldn't be right here bothering about a lot of stuffs.
Perhaps, I'd be sleeping right now or maybe jamming with some of my neighbor.
I wouldn't be right here thinking about how am I going to carry on with life (dramatic much? YES. Lol)
On the other hand...
If I stayed there, I wouldn't know what's the real meaning of life.
If I stayed there, I wouldn't be right here learning from my mistakes.
If I stayed there, I wouldn't have the chance to meet the most awesome group I am with now.
If I stayed there, I wouldn't be here talking about how would my life be if I decided to stay.
Last but not the least...
If I stayed there... I wouldn't have the chance to meet the person I awfully fell in love with.
Perhaps, I would still be living uninspired...
Still clueless about this thing they call 'love'.
I don't know.
Anyway, I am not regretting about anything that's included in my "on the other hand" list.
I never did.