jealousy

Lol, yes. Jealousy kills but, not as fatal as a heartbreak though.
Ok...
When you need to give up certain stuffs, there's a lot of chances somebody else there would pick it up. I shall not use 'pick it up' but.. I don't know what's the other phrase but yeah...
Perhaps it's just me.. Lol. Selosa
Ok, here's how jealousy feels.

Let's say you have a diamond ring and you care for it very much. Cause it's very shiny. And it's just perfect.
Later came a crisis, that muttered you got to to sell it. (or whatever you do to a jewelery when you got to say bye to it. )
You didn't want to, you promised to yourself you'd keep it forever...
Situations were all against you, you didn't have any choice but just to give it up...
You sold it away with tears running down your cheeks.
It was difficult to adjust yourself, you were used having it around...All around your finger.
After countless odd nights, you finally got over it.
Though there's nothing to brag about how awesome the ring was, you just got to face reality and go on.
The thing you feared the most, another person might have been wearing it.
Having it all around her finger - Happened.
You saw her while you were walking around, trying to find a less better replacement.
The feeling would just be like, a knife piercing your heart. Jealousy. Yes that's how jealousy feels. It's up to a person whether he's strong enough to get through it.
It takes a lot of effort to shove away the temptation, to get it back.
Unfortunately, I don't have much effort.
"Ring, I'm going to get you back" I whispered to myself.