I just need to let it all out
"Hold your head high Angiie, aite?
Will pray for you to have the best.
To Ms Awesome:
"Aaus din buhay mo. Lam kong biglaan ung nangyari pero...
la na taung maga2wa. Cnu ba nman may gusto i-break kau dba?
Baka... tlgang... ganito lng ung dpat mangyari... malay ba ntin...
tlagng not meant to be...
may isang la2ki dyan na pra lng sau...
Bsta Angiie...
wish you the best.
:))
Smile!"
Translation (well, pretty much)
To yeah, Ms Awesome (moi! :D)
Your life would be better... I know everything that happened was all in a sudden, but...
We can't do anything.. I mean, who wanted to see you guys end up?
Maybe...Things are just meant to be this way.. who knows...
you guys are not really meant to be..
There's one guy out there just for you.
That was all Jein's "words of wisdom" for me...
"Anyways , I would like to take this opportunity of my blogging initiative [merepek siaa ini line ;D]
I would like my best BabyGirl to cheer up . I want to see her smile back again on her face . I want to see her brighter side of life . Not the other side of her which is the sad part .
I know that he's your everything . But since he wants inner peace , give it to him and understand him for this once [?] Well, I know you don't like understanding people but you want his happiness kan ? Then you will have to comprehend him . For this once BabyGirl . Give him the happiness that he needs . Andd he told me he loves you still . But he really need to take the very big step in succeeding in getting his inner peace .Whatever it is , youu know that I'm alwaysh ere for youu . Cheer up sayang . I miss your smile and laughter and yeahh , I miss gossiping with you :'(
Cause I know right now you wouldn't ahve any mood to do anything. But please , stop torturing yourself ! Stop sleeping late and atleast please eat something . It's no good for your health tauu sleep so late and not eating that much . Like for an example sleeping late can cause youu to have more pimples! Do youu want pimples to break out on your face ?! You don't want kan? Then jangan buat bende bodoh larh okay sayang ?
I miss you . The old you . When you are always looking at everything on the brighter side . :(
Shaqdah sayang Angiie always . :'("
And this is Shaqdah's.
They're suppose to cheer me up...
But every time somebody reminds me of this thing I'm trying very hard to face..
I can't help but just breakdown.
I can't look on the other side of life. There's this huge barrier blocking my view.
I can't smile, cause I've got enough of the crooked lines.
It's hard to face the truth, but I've got no choice..
I got to...
Anyways, thanks to the both of you..*Shaqdah and Jein
You guys have been listening to my sobbing and all crap.
I thank you guys for listening to whatever I have to say.
Thanks to everybody who asked me what was wrong and everything.
Who tried to help me, and talked some real sense into me. Like Rena.
And alot more people.
Ness also, at least she made me feel better and help me realize there's more to life.
But now..
My mind's in a serious whirl...
I think I'mma yeah, just give it time...
I think I can make it.. after forever.
God bless me.
I love you. I will always do.
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