I'm kind of back

It's been ages since I blogged.
I missed net life for like 4 days(?)
I didn't get to blog some of the stuffs that happened to me lately.
I've been busy this past few days.
I don't know how, but I am feeling real pressurized.
Real tight.
Oh well, mom has been hospitalized, most of my friends knows that already.
She was supposed to be under the doctor's care until Sunday. (the day before her birthday)
but unfortunately, I don't think so she'll be discharged any sooner.
I miss her and her nagging and everything.
Only one person knows what do I really feel about this current situation.
I feel sad whenever I remember the fact that my mom has to spend the night alone in that isolated-like room of her's in the hospital.
I miss her and her scoldings, asking me to go home straight from school.
I miss everything about her, the way she bothers me about my current social life.
I know the sickness she has now isn't so bad. WHICH IS A FUCKING GOOD THING.
But I can't make myself not to worry, I love my mom so much. I mean who doesn't?
(love their mom I mean)
I need to appear as if I can manage everything, starting from studies to some other things.
I need to appear as if I am cool about everything that's happening right now in my life.
I don't want my little sister to worry about my mom too.
And definitely, I don't want to let my mom and dad think I'm overreacting. -.-
Oh well, I hope my mom would recover faster.
I. Really. Miss. Her.

Get well soon mommy.

You know you Love me
Angelika