it'd be long gone

Heard the word 'choice' quite a number of times today.
I guess the school's really trying to inject some stuffs into our brain so that we would like end up having no regrets in life.
Touching. Yes.


Today, our whole curriculum time was eaten up by talks.
First 2hours was about consequences of sex (?).
For the next hour we sorta caught a glimpse of our results.
I got 10th in class, pretty bad. I used to get 8th!
Buck up. Yes, perhaps that would be the phrase that should be stuck in my mind until I finish my secondary education.

Anyway, just thought that time do pass by real fast.
It seems as if everything that had happened was just last week.
Those wide-smiled, tummy-aching laughs and somehow heartbreaking moments. (In short, memorable moments)
I still remember vividly how everything went.
Especially my first day of school.
Back then I still had my "Filipino" accent. Lol.
I didn't understand everybody, thus was sorta alienated. (THANK YOU!)
Way back, I didn't expect that my life would be so amazing.
Like the way I'm having it now. (My life is so amazing that no words can explain how amazing it is)
I thought I'm bound to be a forever outcast the moment I got my feet on the school grounds. -.-

How many more months and everything would come to an end.
Bitter as it sounds, come what may it'll happen nevertheless I shall just move on.
As everybody knows, nothing lasts forever.

And that gives me another thing to talk about.
Nothing lasts forever, well is it true?
I'm thinking of a non-biodegradable stuff every time I hear this phrase.
I think they do last forever. Does that prove that this saying isn't true?

To me, forever is true but irrational.
It's true because there's such word, and I guess cause of the non-biodegradable stuffs that supports it.
Irrational as I guess nobody or nothing's ever proved it.
But whatever.
Forever is forever nothing can change that.

Fuck.
Lol.



Baby,
I love you so very much.
You fill up every missing blank in my life!
Wooooo!
You rock!
Haha.
And yeah, I love your hair uh today!
:P

...boy it's plain to see that you're the only one for me