Ain was right.

I was browsing through random stuffs. I swear I wasn't even thinking of what I was clicking. (facebook, as usual)
There's a sudden thought that came to me, knocking.
People do change.
Situations do not.
People mess up the situations, not the other way round.
All these while, I was blaming the situation(s) for doing this for doing that, never thought that it was my/their fault.

It's like, the situation's the hot boiling water, and we're the coffee.
Get the logic?
Like I've always said to my friends, "Twirl everything round your finger and screw the hell out of it."
Nevertheless, I've never said that to myself.
Ironic, eh?
I blamed the situation for every wrong in my life.
I praised myself for every right thing.

Ok, so what got me here typing about this whole "Ain-was-right-people-do-change" drama is...
See, I've got this "friend" let's name "friend"- IT, ok?
So, IT played a huge huge part in my life.
But everything changed in a blink of an eye.
IT changed.
After two major ordeals, IT changed.
IT isn't the person who I used to know.
Uhm, maybe it's just because we are not what we used to be...
And it's still taking me quite a while to adjust.
*shrug* I don't know.

I've been telling myself, "enough of the shite, Angelika"
But, I swear it's easier said than done.
Talk is cheap.
And a lot of more cliches comes in.

Pray for me. Please. I. Need. IT.
The prayer and IT, I mean.
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