hate that i do so

I'm sick and tired of all the dramas between the both of us.
It's tiring to go round and round repeating everything we do (or I do), that only hurts the both of us.
I'm sick of hurting you, and making you worried everytime I get "disappointed" with stuffs that you do that I ain't happy with.
I am fucking fed up with myself-for being unable to control my feelings and for being unable to comprehend you and your words.
I hate every moment when we fight, when I am completely monotonous, when you're starting to get pissed and everything's just fucking ugly.

Hey, I'm sorry.
You see, whatever you feel same goes for me.
You told me that whenever I joke about stuffs, it hurts you.
Same goes for me, just maybe two times the pain.
I never liked hurting you nor giving you a hard time just for me to forgive you.
As whenever I do that, I get extremely angry with myself.
Whenever I hear you say sorry like one desperado, it hurts me. Alot.

Baby, SORRY.
I love you.