Is there too much going on with my life?

Relationship wise I feel like nothing much, Andre is really like perfect guy, and I am really lucky that he loves me and he isnt abusive. I don't know why thought but I like finding reasons to fight with him, but sometimes after a long time having an argument-free relationship I feel like he will take it for granted. Truth be told, sometimes I feel like we're more of friends rather than people who are actually planning on spending the rest of their lives together. I don't know, some people might want this kind of relationship, but I feel like mine isn't balanced at all it's like we're 35% in a BGR and 65% friends. Having the this haunting feeling that his mom doesnt like me, makes everything worse. FUCK.
I am just venting my anger right now.
Meanwhile, I hope this orange kitty's leg gets well.
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