it still haunts me.

I had this dream, like two days ago.
I didn't want to wake up, cos it was really a great dream.
At least, I seemed important.
I mean to that person.

I saw the look on the person's face.
The pain, the anxiety... The sight of his face left me an impression. I was important.
I awoke with the thought, perhaps I'm really important to the person.
I completely forgot, it was a dream. A beautiful one to that.

I trusted, I hoped. The route of despair, I tried to ignore.
I saw a light at the end of the tunnel. It was just an illusion.

Gaaah.
I don't exactly know what I'm going to do.
Hold on? But what Angelika told me this morning was to let it all off.
I don't know.

God, tell me what am I going to do...

youth rally

Was out the whole day.
Had this youth rally in St Ignatius Church.
It was better than I thought.
And I totally dig my shirt, cause it's yellow.
HAHAHA.
I managed to make friends, Hilda and Sophia.
And Sophia happened to know Rachel Teo.
Which happened to bring us, a bit closer. Lol.
Cause at least we have the same thing in common.
Duh.

I guess that's it, I can't possibly blog about how we sang and everything during the rally.
Lol.
Anyway, that's it.


xxoo

The proposal

Watched The Proposal today with Tiara.
The movie was okay-ish, it was a bit short(?)
Like, I thought it wasn't going to end yet or something, then suddenly all the lights in the cinema went on.
I literally went like "kanina!" Lol.
Well, it was touching like really.
It's really magical to see how love can grow and such. HAHAHA. Gay much.
Whatev.
So, yeah.. That's it for my Friday.
Darrrn!
I think I'm going to fail my overall.
And the last thing I'm looking forward for now is, September 4.. (is it?)
I'm so dead with my parents..
I wonder what would they tell me, whether they'd consider my past situation and such.
Anyway, I'm starting to get back to the game, so I guess by the end of the year I'd be just fine.
God, bless me.

I think that's all.
Need to sleep early today, needa wake up early tomorrow.
I got this rally thing...
Ugh!
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xxoo

Omg, Ice age much

Lol, so now, who missed me?
Jein of course... I know so, cause she asked me to do this thing.
Oh well, it's been ages indeed.
And my readers missed hell lot!
Anyway, I also missed a lot.
At least I'm going to try my very best to catch up as fast as I can.
On top of the stuffs I need to do.
Like there's a lot of them actually, but but! I don't know..
Lol.
Time's running faster than the speed of light...
Yes.
I think so, right...
So yeah, Today...
went to lotty with Tiara.
She's amazing when she has dough..
Lol..
We got a couple of "twin" stuffs now, cause of the dough...
We bonded. (awwww!)
Ok, whatev.
Hahaha.

xxoo

Killer

Geeeeeeee!
It's been years since I last blogged man!!
Super boring at home I tell you.
Anyhow, I am at school now,supposed to be doing some "research" for Social Studies.
Unfortunately, I don't exactly know what to do.
Jiamin was asking me to do something. -.-
Lol.
Whatev.
Anyhow, life was getting better.
Yeah.. WAS.
Wow.

Life without facebook killssssssss!
Fatal fatal fatal!
Anyhow, I think I shall end it right here, I am already speechless...