Is there too much going on with my life?

Relationship wise I feel like nothing much, Andre is really like perfect guy, and I am really lucky that he loves me and he isnt abusive. I don't know why thought but I like finding reasons to fight with him, but sometimes after a long time having an argument-free relationship I feel like he will take it for granted. Truth be told, sometimes I feel like we're more of friends rather than people who are actually planning on spending the rest of their lives together. I don't know, some people might want this kind of relationship, but I feel like mine isn't balanced at all it's like we're 35% in a BGR and 65% friends. Having the this haunting feeling that his mom doesnt like me, makes everything worse. FUCK.
I am just venting my anger right now.
Meanwhile, I hope this orange kitty's leg gets well.
:(

I failed my 2.2 NSL practical test

I am so sad that I failed my practical. It is so weird cause I was actually very confident in the beginning and when I realized I made a mistake I panicked like a mad bull, and I managed to excrete 30 gallons of sweat. I wish. Lol.
Anyway, things aren't so nice for me today, I hope when I do my retest on Thursday I would do better (well I have to!!!) And I hope I win something nice from Sold.Sg
I feel for Junyi btw, since I am already talkign about sold.sg. He wanted a ps3 so bad he wasted like almost 200 bucks bidding for one. Aiyoooooooooo. And he stayed up for it, I thought he had a huge chance on winning, but we didnt see the kiasu people coming. Hahaha.Anyway, I'll see you soon bloggy. :)