Day 1 of Master Cleanse / Day 1 out of 5 of Andre-less

today I started my day with the horrible horrible sea salt flush! i got so turned off by it that I actually just wanted to ditch everything and was thinking "what kind of shit am i doing to myself." after that i made the lemonade. i reduced the amount of the maple syrup that i am supposed to use to lessen the calories. the taste is alright, but what's the most difficult part is getting over of the cravings. people around me (aka my family) arent exactly supportive lol!!! my brother had a bit of a taste of the lemonade and he said that it was horribz. but trust me sea salt flush was more horrible! right now I am so hungry and my sister is eating her dinner. I am thinking how am I going to get through 10 days like this, I hope it would be easy like what the others say after a few days getting in this.

Sigh, not having Andre beside me makes it all much more difficult. so now, I spend my time sitting down here thinking of yummiez and reading books and drinking my lemonade. i hope I can lose at least 10 pounds..

good luck to me. 9 more days, i guess. i hope i can get through this, really...