Is there too much going on with my life?

Relationship wise I feel like nothing much, Andre is really like perfect guy, and I am really lucky that he loves me and he isnt abusive. I don't know why thought but I like finding reasons to fight with him, but sometimes after a long time having an argument-free relationship I feel like he will take it for granted. Truth be told, sometimes I feel like we're more of friends rather than people who are actually planning on spending the rest of their lives together. I don't know, some people might want this kind of relationship, but I feel like mine isn't balanced at all it's like we're 35% in a BGR and 65% friends. Having the this haunting feeling that his mom doesnt like me, makes everything worse. FUCK.
I am just venting my anger right now.
Meanwhile, I hope this orange kitty's leg gets well.
:(

I failed my 2.2 NSL practical test

I am so sad that I failed my practical. It is so weird cause I was actually very confident in the beginning and when I realized I made a mistake I panicked like a mad bull, and I managed to excrete 30 gallons of sweat. I wish. Lol.
Anyway, things aren't so nice for me today, I hope when I do my retest on Thursday I would do better (well I have to!!!) And I hope I win something nice from Sold.Sg
I feel for Junyi btw, since I am already talkign about sold.sg. He wanted a ps3 so bad he wasted like almost 200 bucks bidding for one. Aiyoooooooooo. And he stayed up for it, I thought he had a huge chance on winning, but we didnt see the kiasu people coming. Hahaha.Anyway, I'll see you soon bloggy. :)

Day 1 of Master Cleanse / Day 1 out of 5 of Andre-less

today I started my day with the horrible horrible sea salt flush! i got so turned off by it that I actually just wanted to ditch everything and was thinking "what kind of shit am i doing to myself." after that i made the lemonade. i reduced the amount of the maple syrup that i am supposed to use to lessen the calories. the taste is alright, but what's the most difficult part is getting over of the cravings. people around me (aka my family) arent exactly supportive lol!!! my brother had a bit of a taste of the lemonade and he said that it was horribz. but trust me sea salt flush was more horrible! right now I am so hungry and my sister is eating her dinner. I am thinking how am I going to get through 10 days like this, I hope it would be easy like what the others say after a few days getting in this.

Sigh, not having Andre beside me makes it all much more difficult. so now, I spend my time sitting down here thinking of yummiez and reading books and drinking my lemonade. i hope I can lose at least 10 pounds..

good luck to me. 9 more days, i guess. i hope i can get through this, really...

Year 1 is done!

Yesterday marks the day of my last day in school as a year 1! I am not thrilled because I still have attachment and my holidays would just start after 3 weeks. Which sucks by the way.
I can't wait for the attachment to be over. I feel free but I am not thrilled.
Sigh.

HAHAHAHAHA! I found more parts of my past!

HAHAHAHAHA! And I thought the furthest I could go with reminiscing ends here. Apparently, I changed blog I think at January 9. Omg, is this the real life or is this just fantasy? I find myself so funny especially the way I typed. I was so childish. :(
Good thing that my siblings did not take after me, and good thing they have me to be an example.
And tell themselves they must not go through that teenager phase. Oh well.. What can I do? I think that kind of typing plus attitude was cool in 2008. Damn it, can you imagine that. 4 years ago! I wish I could open my friendster, but I forgot what's my password.. Sigh.

I just tried it again with my old and childish emails, but I think my friendster is long gone.

Omg, I am so thrilled, but I feel bored reading my blogs when I was in 2nd year HS. It's about my everyday life and I blog even the littlest thing. I won't be shocked if I used to blog about seeing a man on a bicycle on a certain day.

Hi I am going 18 years old in 3 months :)

It has been three years (well not exactly) since I've used this blog to talk about my life. I realized how beautiful it actually is to blog about your daily life and read it a few years after. This blog holds special memories for me. Like when Andre and I broke up (by the way we're back together, happier than ever) and when one of my bffs Stephen and I had a major fight.

I've been trying to blog again, and talk about my life but it's not the same.

Secondary school was such a memorable time for me. By the way, note to self I am in Poly now, and I'm ending year 1 soon.

It's quite sad how I didn't blog about how I felt during the first day of school for me again, and how was my first attachment like. I guess it would be nice to read once I am working.

Right now, I am so happy with my life, but my mom is not at home. That's all.
Sometimes, I do think that life is really unfair and nothing could ever be perfect.
How I wish my family was perfect. :(

Ouh, I realized this blog is actually turned on. Lol.

It's been quite a while since I used my blogspot.
I miss it somehow, but really... I'm thinking of leaving it just like this.
No matter how I promised that, I wouldn't leave this account cause it has been with me through thick and thin.
Errrmmm, I think I should like yeah, learn to give up? Hahaha.
I'm making this sound so like dramatic.

I'm so bothered with what he asked last night.
After like reading her blog.
Do they have something going on between them?
Cause if they do, I think I'm going to die.