never been so tired

Finally bought Andre's shoes...
It's nice, I even want to keep it to myself...
But too bad, I can't...
The thing is this, the shop didn't issue me a receipt.
Oh my.. I wonder how would it be like if it doesn't fit him or something..
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A COLOSSAL THANKS TO JEIN FOR ACCOMPANYING ME.

After we bought Andre's and her shoes...
I went straight to Raffles place to meet mom and dad..
Blah blah blah.
Ate dinner..
Home.
Now, my feet are tired. Super.
I'm sad. Lol.
Cos this pain is caused by my beloved new shoes.
Nevertheless, like they always say- No pain, no gain.
Beauty comes with a price...Indeed.
Haha.
Whatev.

Shall end here.
xxoo

proper one

Yes, a proper one... That guy with the braces is the birthday boy.
Lol, whatev.


Today, pretty much nothing.
Sang out "Happy Birthday" blah blah during recess. Show stopper much. :D
So proud of myself cause of the cake thingy, cause never once my group brought a cake to school, no matter whoever the celebrant is.
I sorta broke the record and such.
I love myself.
Haha.
Whatev.
:P

Tomorrow, we're going jalan raya.. I hope it's on. Still.
Hahaha, it'll be a blast, cause it's us. Lol.
w/ LOL
Angelika.

baby

A very happy birthday to my very much awesome ex-boyf.
<<<(Unglam photo, just to prove that you don't look glam and such. Lol.)

Yeah.
blah.
xxoo.
ily. still. duh.

good luck my friend

Went to Jurong Point with Tiara today, maybe you readers can see from the photo why did we have to go all the way there.
I (we) made a little something for Andre since I've yet to buy his present, I'm still thinking... :\
Lol, whatev.
Blah blah...

Yeah, tomorrow's his birthday...
uhm...

Anyhow, I heard a major sad story from my mom.
my childhood friend's mom passed away.
I wanted to cry when I heard my mom told me the said happening.
Cos he and his siblings only have their mom as their guide through their life. Their dad has some other family.
The story's sad, and I'm now wondering how would he and his siblings would be able to carry on with life...
It's a major setback...
Uhm.. I wish you luck though, Paulo.


xxoo

talk about fright

Yesterday was awesome, like wicked awesome.
Was out to do CIP.
Ok, here it goes...
Met Jein at Lot1, 12:47. I was 2 minutes late. Late, but it's nothing compared to the boys' late.
Walked around, met Andre,Stephen,Marcus and Sharran.
I thanked God for not making Sharran wear sandals. :)
Took 67, went to Bukit Timah Shopping Centre, to meet Fendi and Zhao Shan, as well as collect our CIP thing.
We took the bags, took them from this arrogant bitch. :\
She was super ruuuude! Rude rude rude! Even Junyi said she was being rude.
We were out to do for them the CIP yet she was acting as if we owe her something.
Enough.
They said we are to go to Bukit Panjang and collect there, We went to town. Durrrr.
Went to Cathay straight, and stressed ourselves.
It was a long journey before we got our tickets.
We were stressing while they were eating. They ate at Aston's, yeah... Jein was super cute. Lol. (long story)
Stephen was acting like a major VIP, cause he went back to return our collection thing, and then decided that he'll just head home...
Blah blah.
Jein was also being an ass for being super picky about the movie. Lol.
We watched Phobia2, a Thai-horror film. (The movie Jein didn't want to watch, but she ended up watching it as well)
*Jein managed to make Stephen come back*
The movie made me scream. :\ (I screamed a lot of times last night)
Andre, was scared, but he won't admit. Lol.
Lol, it was his turn to cover his eyes and such.
When the movie ended, I was teasing him.. and he went on bringing up the Final Destination matter.
-________________-"
I dread gory stuffs. You know that, Andre.

Blah.
Walked to town from Plaza Sing, to waste time.
Andre, Marcus,Elton and Jein headed home.
Went to Ion's Starbucks to chill with Stephen, Junyi,Sharran, Zhao Shan and Fendi.
We talked about us being kids, how our parents beat us up, then ended up talking about scary encounters (The movie was still within us, it was just a major pity Stephen didn't watch the movie... That's what you get when you act like a VIP!)
Was shitting scared!
After that, decided to call it a day.
Sent Zhao Shan and Fendi to the MRT station.
Blah.
Got lost for awhile, went into this "secret passage"
Got scared by Stephen. (I, Junyi and Sharran)
Took the bus.
Blah, and continued with the ghosts stuff.

BLAH BLAH.
When Sharran and Junyi wasn't with us anymore, Stephen was out to scare them again.
He called them and asked them to look around and all this.
They hung up on him, like several times.
And the asshole was with me, laughing like mad.
Blah.

I couldn't make myself to take the lift.
Called Andre, he didn't pick up.
Paranoid, ran towards my door. :\
Blah.


Couldn't sleep, so I left my lights on.
LOL.

Whatev.


I didn't go for cat class. :\

xxoo

we're getting more than better

Days are getting better, finally!
Though, I'm going all lethargic about my studies.
Procrastinate. That's my current hobby. If it's considered one.

How many more days and it's already dearest Andre's day.
Lol, finally 15, eh?
Blah blah.

Anyhow, I didn't blog much these past few days, cos I didn't had much mood.
So now is the perfect time to catch up.

Yesterday.
Was Awesome.

Accompanied Fitra to Geylang, he was supposed to buy baju for Raya.
Ending up, not doing so, all the bajus didin't have this certain connection, like we (or maybe it's just me) didn't feel the rush. Lol.
I treated it like some usual shopping, but it was not.
It was sort of stressing, instead of destressing.
Lol. Not really though, I had fun... It was some sort of a bonding experience with Fitra.
The bajus were all pretty...
Lol.
Anyhoo, that was the first time I went to that place, and what an experience. <3>(Late night conversation with Andre. :D)

Today
Nothing much.
I swear, I got a some sort of scolding from Ms Chua...
For "not learning how to manage my finances".
Wow.
Oh well, she does make sense, but I guess I'm born not to save.
I just can't.
Pretty much nothing for today.
I was bored and sleepy the whole time.
Was supposed to go JB with Fitra, but ending up not doing so..
Both of us are already dead tired and the weather wasn't on our side.
So yeah...

Tomorrow
I bet it'll be awesome.
Going to do CIP tomorrow, I doubt we'll do it...
Perhaps we'd hang around town or something.
Whatev.
It'd be a blast though, I can feel.
:D

I guess that's it.
xxoo.

happy birthday tiara

Happy Birthday Tiara!
When I got to the canteen, I was planning to hug Tiara and greet her happy birthday...
But she interrupted me with "Thanks uh Angie, for greeting me!"
Lol, I slept early last night, so I didn't do the usual gay I'm-going-to-message-some-touching-cliche-gay-crap-by-12.
Haha.
So yeah, pretty much nothing for today.
I'm having fun in school. <3
I don't know why... But I'm starting to enjoy school again.
Now the last thing I'm looking forward to is the holidays.
Weird eh?
Lol, Whatever.
I think I'm done here.

xoxo

lots of it

So, I realized that I can't stand leaving my blogspot alone.
Maybe I'd be blogging on onsugar if I feel sweet or something, since it's SUGAR! Lol, get it? Haha.
I got my set of photos already, super awesome!
AAAAAHHH!
Anyhow, lately, pretty much nothing happened.. Whatever.
Last night had this family party.
It's a "despedida de soltera" or farewell kind of party, since my relatives are going back to my homeland.
Perhaps, we would see each after some time, which is quite far from now.
Whatev.

School today was freaking awesome.
There was no lessons, except for Social Studies... This may seem shallow or whatever, but I swear I was freaking happy.
Never once that happened... I mean the whole day I've only got one subject to attend to...
How awesome. ;)
Lol. Yes, I'm lazy. Thanks.

I think that's it?
Awesome, yeah?
xxoo

hay

Ended up not going to Sentosa. :(
Long story.

Anyway, I want to drop by at Admiralty later, cause I so so so so want to see my photos!
Uhm, I hope I can, or perhaps I shall just wait til Monday..
I don't know, but I really want to change my profile photo. Haha.

Whatev.
Blog later.
xxoo

what now?

Yesterday, went out with some of my relatives...
Went to Sentosa, luge-d and watched the song(s) of the sea.
Lol.
Ok, that was just typical.
So, I was drop dead tired cause after the long day...
We still went place for pictorials and pictorials.
I'm worn out.

Anyhow, I'm going out again, today.
Going Sentosa again, with my church mates...
Going to meet them at 0930.
Jeez, early isn't it? Haha.
Well, I guess till here..
I've got nothing much to say.
:DD


Angelika

PS
I love the photos my brother took.
I want the photos ASAP!

Ain was right.

I was browsing through random stuffs. I swear I wasn't even thinking of what I was clicking. (facebook, as usual)
There's a sudden thought that came to me, knocking.
People do change.
Situations do not.
People mess up the situations, not the other way round.
All these while, I was blaming the situation(s) for doing this for doing that, never thought that it was my/their fault.

It's like, the situation's the hot boiling water, and we're the coffee.
Get the logic?
Like I've always said to my friends, "Twirl everything round your finger and screw the hell out of it."
Nevertheless, I've never said that to myself.
Ironic, eh?
I blamed the situation for every wrong in my life.
I praised myself for every right thing.

Ok, so what got me here typing about this whole "Ain-was-right-people-do-change" drama is...
See, I've got this "friend" let's name "friend"- IT, ok?
So, IT played a huge huge part in my life.
But everything changed in a blink of an eye.
IT changed.
After two major ordeals, IT changed.
IT isn't the person who I used to know.
Uhm, maybe it's just because we are not what we used to be...
And it's still taking me quite a while to adjust.
*shrug* I don't know.

I've been telling myself, "enough of the shite, Angelika"
But, I swear it's easier said than done.
Talk is cheap.
And a lot of more cliches comes in.

Pray for me. Please. I. Need. IT.
The prayer and IT, I mean.
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Now playing: Nevershoutnever! - Trouble
via FoxyTunes

Boohoo!

I had an awful dream.
It's so awful and disgusting.
:(

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Now playing: James Morrison - Please Don't Stop The Rain
via FoxyTunes

Nothing much for today.
Haikal's been discharged!
That's the major thing.
Two weeks to two-three days.
Isn't he awesome? :D
I'm happy for him.
Though, I'm going to miss the hospital and how much trouble it caused me, Shaqdah and Tiara.

Anyhow, as what I mentioned earlier, nothing much for today.
Yet, I haven't even started on my art. :\
It's like I'm inviting trouble.
I'm planning to start tomorrow anyway. And I will.

Haha, that's it for today.

Get well darling.
I mean to that person who has a fever cos he doesn't know how to take care of himself.
Tsk.


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Now playing: Cobra Starship - Hollaback Boy
via FoxyTunes

I'm very pissed now actually.

I'm currently mad with everything.
I'm pissed with how dad took my iPod's USB, for no reason.
I'm pissed with how the sink is overflowed with dirty dishes, waiting to be washed.
I'm pissed with how facebook is flooding my e-mail's inbox.
I'm very pissed with how I get notified in facebook about how the hell this and that commented on this and that's profile too.
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
I don't know who is Wendy, why the hell must her name come up every thirty freaking seconds, just cause she commented on some photo that I'm not even knowledgeable of.
I don't care what nail polish I must have.
Omg, outrageous.

Went to the hospital to visit Haikal. Again.
He's still the same, I think.
His left eye is still partly closed, so I don't think stuffs are getting absolutely better.
I really hope the boy would get better, I miss him.

Anyway, going to the hospital's quite fun, we bond while the patient is being stupid.
Haikal would copy those special kids. It's damn stupid, nevertheless it kept us entertained.

My conscience is bugging me now.
Why? I didn't leave my iPod with the bored boy.
I know how lethal boredom can be.
I can imagine him, in that cold, strange place... iPod-less.
Damn.
I should have left my iPod with him...
Geeeeeeee, I'm angry with myself now.
*breathe in-breathe out*

I'm thinking whether should I pay another visit tomorrow.
Uhm... shall decide tomorrow then.

Get well damn soon brother.

Angelika


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Now playing: Jay Sean - Down (Feat. Lil' Wayne)
via FoxyTunes

You may never know.

Around 2pm today, a weird vibe came rushing through me.
The song obsessed playing. I saw my phone saying "Ayin", I picked it up, thinking what does Ain want from me.
"Hello?" I answered, still curious.
"Hello, Angie..."
It didn't sound like Ain, the voice wasn't that sweet.
"...Angie, Haikal kat hospital taw" (Angie, Haikal's at the hospital)
"Huh?! Who are you sia?" I was already worried, yet reluctant to believe. My friend's not the type who'd get hospitalized, besides, he's doing his camp. What's the worse that can happen to him.
"Oi, Angie! I'm Tiara la, Haikal's in the hospital." Tiara was murmuring, and I thought it was stupid.
"Huh?! How come? What happened? And why are you murmuring?"
"I'm inside the library. Jag told us that Haikal's in the hospital, we also called Hendra to confirm...I think we're going to visit him tomorrow."
I thought, why must it be tomorrow, why not today.
"Today la!"
"Uhm.. K uh, I'm going to ask Shaqdah first"

After thirty minute-full of anxiety, we met at Yew Tee MRT station.
It took us quite a while to reach Outram.
I swear, if you were with us, the negative vibe Shaqdah was sending was totally lethal.
She was so worried that it's already irritating.

We reached SGH, I thought "Nothing so sentimental could happen."
Shaqdah kindly asked the receptionist where's this patient, which is Haikal.
She gave us this yellow paper, to fill in Haikal's name.
I was feeling fine.
We gave her back the paper, so that we'd know Haikal's whereabouts. Duh.
Seeing the paper, filled with the information about Haikal's whereabouts...
I suddenly felt like breaking down, no exaggeration.
I felt scared.
"Damn, he really is in here." My conscience told me.

Even before we met Haikal, it took us quite a while.
Paper works.
Blah.
A lot of garbage are needed to be filled up, so that we can meet our friend.
I was thinking, what would they feel if they're in our shoes.
Again, Shaqdah was getting annoyed. Anxious. Paranoid.
We called Hendra, and then Hendra asked their maid to fetch us.
The poor lady went up and down and went back up again, just to get us in Haikal's ward.
I give SGH's service towards the visitors a rating of 1/10.
I understand that they are just doing this precaution shits, but please la, don't overdo it.
It was causing a hell lot of people inconvenience. Which is, damn stupid. Very very stupid to that.
Not like the visitors, would stay at the ward forever.
It's damn stupid. Grrrrrrr.

Anyway, after an hour...
We finally managed to see Haikal.
Thanks aunty (insert name here) for causing yourself so much trouble just to get us in.
Haikal looks fine, just that his eyes doesn't.
I don't really know how to explain what happened to his eye though.
But overall he's okay.
Though he mentioned that there's a high chance of him getting blind.
I don't know whether he was kidding, but I hope he is.

Tomorrow, I'm going to visit him again.
I don't know with who.. but, I can go there on my own.


I guess till here yea?
:D

Bro, you got to be fine like overall.
The group loves you.
Get well very very soon.

Angelika

IAGU

Last day for term 3 today.
I thought something memorable or whatever is going to happen today, it turned out to be something so boring.
I went home straight, didn't even bother to do the social studies task, we're supposed to do.
I was suppose to go to Jein's place, but ended up not doing so. BOOOO!
Anyway, my results were okay-ish, but not totally, it's low.
I dropped drastically.
And while I'm at it(dropping), my classmates seized the chance. Booooo!
Lol, oh well, I'm happy cause I'm getting my old self back..
Perhaps, I'd be fine by the end of the year.
My report card has this comment: "Angelika has to concentrate more on her academic results blah blah instead of unimportant things".
I thought, was/is it really unimportant?
I'm not sure.
Thinking back, yes, I had fun.
But looking on how I am now, after the whole ordeal. I think my spirit's totally wasted now. On the positive side, I think I've grown so much as a person.
It took me a major disaster before I've finally grown up.

Anyway, I think I'm going to give all this thing up.
I don't know whether I'm going to get back on these words, but at least for now I'm going to take a breather.
I'm tired of getting myself disappointed, and getting myself to think of despair.
I couldn't shove away the thought though. The THOUGHT.
I'm still hoping, yet I'm stopping.
I hope I can.
Though I said forever.

Marcus' happy day

Went out today with Andre, Fitra, Marcus, Fendi, Zhao Shan and Elton.
Watched The Final Destination with Andre,Fitra, Elton and Marcus, at Cathay.
Yes, Final D's rating is M18, but because of Angie's magic we managed to watch it. (Me what.. :D)
I was practically covering my eyes the whole time. I couldn't take some scenes. Eeeee. :\
After that we hung out(?), and then accompanied Fitra to break his fast.
We ate at Thai Express. Blah blah.
Lol, that was practically my day.
I had fun though. :D
Yeah.

School tomorrow.
Uggggh.
Oh well, it's inevitable.
Hoping for the best.
Angelika